another post on trust

One of the biggest lessons I have learned over the last year was to trust in God’s goodness even when my external circumstances seem bleak.  I have been learning how to be able to trust that God is good and that he loves me despite how I might feel.  I might not understand why things might be happening at any given point in my life—but I do fully believe that God is good and is always working things out for the good in my life.  Part of maturing in our relationship with God is learning to understand who God is, how he feels about us and who we are created to be.  The next step in the process of maturing is learning to aggressively hold on to those truths.  My relationship with God was supercharged during those times when I encountered hardships and heart break, but instead of getting bitter decided to turn to God amidst my pain.  It was in those times I have seen God both build character in me while simultaneously teaching me to trust and depend even more deeply in him.  Learning to depend on God in hardship is critical.  Without trauma and hardship to refine our hearts it would almost be like the person who studies about military tactics, watches Army movies on TV, gets an Army tattoo and even purchases an old Army uniform on Amazon.  although they might look the part--until they actually enlist in the military, and go through the hardship of training (or engage in battle) —they  won’t really be a soldier.   I have also just started to learn that when we trust God’s goodness rather than our own abilities, provision, etc—it invites him to intervene in our life and work things out for our ultimate best.  I think living a lifestyle of dependence on God is the ideal way of submitting to his lordship in our lives.  True faith in God is being able to say, “Lord, I don’t understand why this is all happening—but I still choose to trust you knowing that you love me.”